my joyful memories...

fb-ing for almost whole day after back from school~~ very tired arrrgh!!!

BUT, i found up many pic that i reallyyy like it in this almost end-year^^ Although form 5 is quite stress compare to previous years, BuT this year actually is fully surrounded by delighting time :-D

心情日记

最近满沮丧的...

我连简单的一个承诺都无法兑现... 信任感都无法给予她, 看来还是别妄想咯...

在想着如何接下去时, 这段歌词忽然盘旋在我脑海...

[[我了解 离开树的叶

属于地上的世界 凋谢...

断了的弦 再怎么连

我的感觉 你已听不见...]]

她对我而言就好比如这样的比喻...

她:鯨魚女孩 ．我:池塘男孩

虽然'鲸鱼'和'池塘'两者可以说毫无关系,

但,

倘如一天鲸鱼愿意呆在池塘里;

那我, 池塘则会用尽所有的能量供養鯨魚...

after apm

今天一大早便和家人一起去逛逛了~~
很久都没有和家人这样度过了... 还蛮开心的^^ 会一直珍惜眼前人...
还蛮想和 一起度过圣诞节的...

graduation day...

Today was graduation day... my feeling were totally same with this song^^

little motivation

Today my tutor, ms ngan has come in to class and told me something pretty touch...
She told me that have to work hard in this few important days in order to obtain a better result... And of course she has also talked a lot to me la~~
Actually she is like my sister, remembered last few month i get scolded by her due to my attitude in class... However, i'm not angry or sad at all because she really taught me a useful
lesson. She told me... Although yz and me also in 1st class, but both of us were different in intelligence. I'm the person that not very pandai, but if i willing to work hard, definitely can get a good result...
Out of the blue, i see the light eventually... This lesson has been motivated me to study hard in this few month...

bio, bio and bio again^^

Whao, now i'm revising chapter 2(locomotion and support).
However, when i look at the bookmark that 'super' tutor gave, i decided to blog quickly bout my lovely tutor... (got a bit not suit to my style after using lovely>.<)
Appreciate everything they have done to me... They are not only teaching me the curricular stuff, but also teach me a lot of lesson on how to be a responsible man in my life.. I have been tuition there for 3 years... The reason that i willing to stay and continue to tuition there was the attitude of all teachers... Although many ppl saying that this tuition center not good as other tuition center... But, i only believe what i saw rather than what they said...
Another 7 days i will sit for spm, i know that not only me are working hard, my tutors are always support me no matter in heart or in tuition... Already have a close bond between them although they are not my family members. So, once again thank you them^^

10.07 p.m

15 days~~

When the same batch peers saw this number, i think they might like " ishz, ~!@#$%^& "
Haiz~~
However,
I feel that i do not have much time in my secondary school life >.<

While downloading the account exam papers

3 times...
Yesterday went to sjam award presentation...
Whao.. finally got the lance corporal^^ After that, a company which the name called 'good morning global, i love you' gave us a healthy awareness talk...
This company powerful man... When the nutritionist was giving the talk, some staff passed us the laxative drink and let us to drink...
Erm let me describe a bit bout this 'powerful drink', it detoxifies our intestine and blood. It was green colour and the taste was like ice shake....
After we all drank, she said: 'you all will go to toilet within 8 hours, whoelse has more toxic will go toilet faster...'
@.@ What the tut, because of this i have 'visited' toilet for 3 times >.<

前夕...

聆听着...

一直是我在你和他之间的角色...

不知从何时开始...

我厌倦了这样的现状...

我变了...

我变得不安于现状, 当你触碰了我那已久没感觉过温暖的手...

但,

错过了就是错过了...

所谓覆水难收...

也没有那勇气 开口了...

知我者谓我心忧, 不知我者谓我何求-- 王风

10.10.10

today was a unique day as it just happen once in a hundred years^^ 101010 is 42 in base 2...(hehez) Long time didn't 'blog' already... So better update my blog^^
I have noticed that friends around me start changing a lot no matter in what aspect...
These might be good or bad things for me because I can realise that i am now 17 and not the kid anymore...
Many things have to think properly before starting
carry out...
And sometimes have to care about other people instead of hurt other people . Unfortunately sometimes i dunno bout it~~
2 more months I will become 'dai goh zai' dy... Can't act like anything also dunno... Upgrade myself to be a more useful person...

i found a problem...

Yesterday i were going out with my friends...
This gang of friends is very important to me as they are my old friends since standard 6^^ I'm delight everytime with them...
However, i found tat i'm speechless when we are chating... They all keep on sharing thier experience but only i'm like nothing to say. I afraid tat they tot i'm not appreciate this friendship anymore>.<

sharing with other...

who is ur guardian angel?

random

Wake up in the morning, for what?
Computer?! hehe no, finally now i can wake up early to study and not study with fb... Virtually, i saw some of my friends also study in the morning. Good!!! can absorb everything faster ma^^(hope so)
Wohoooo, this coming Saturday going to orphanage... i still keeping what the orphan gave me last year... This is the second year we going this orphanage. I got a little suggestion to all ppl, hope that public can having more activities involving the orphans... (this is juz my 'little' comment la)

hey, you dont have anytime left!!!

alamak...
fifa final on mon^^
choir competition is on next week...
my st.john stickers still have 15 to sell >.< !!!
spm still have just 3 months!!!
how much time i need for 1 day actually?! 36 hours? 48 hours? o.O

attitude will decided my future...

7/17...

left 2 weeks to prepare for the competition>.<
hope all wiiiill be alright^^

Gemilang

This song is gemilang by jaclyn victor...
Our choir competition song...

不抱怨的世界

i bought this book today... *seldom buy book except the reference book~~

A Complaint Free World is an engaging, enjoyable, easy-to-read reminder that the only permanent, constructive changes you can make in the world are the changes that you make in yourself.


In this book, you can learn what constitutes a complaint, why we complain, what benefits we think we receive from complaining, how complaining is destructive to our lives, and how we can get others around us to stop complaining. You will learn the steps to eradicating this poisonous form of expression from your life. If you stay with it, you will find that not only will you not complain, but others around you will cease to do so as well. In a short period of time, you can have the life you’ve always dreamed of having^^

a nice song---without word

HANGUL:

하지말걸 그랬어 모른척 해버릴걸
안보이는 것처럼 볼수없는 것처럼
널 아 예 보지말 걸 그랬나봐
도망칠 걸 그랬어 못들은척 그럴걸
듣지 도못하는 척들 을 수 없는 것처럼 아 예 네
사랑 듣지 않을 걸

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
숨결하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망가니까
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려
무슨 말을 할지 다문 입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
말도없이 와서

왜 이렇게 아픈지 왜 자꾸만 아픈지
널 볼수 없다는거
네가 없다는거 말고
모두 예전과 똑같은건데

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
숨결 하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망 가니까
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
말동벗이 사랑이 나를버려
무슨말을 할지 다문입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려 말도없이 가슴이 무너져가

말도 없는 사랑을 기다리고 말도 없는 사랑을 아파하고
넋이 나가버려 바보가 되버려 하늘만 보고우니까
말도없이 이별이 나를찾아 말도 없이 이별이 내게와서
준비도 못하고 너를 보내야하는 내맘이 놀란것 같아
말도 없이 와서

말도없이 왔다가
말도없이 떠나는
지나간 열병처럼
잠시 아프면 되나봐
자꾸 흉터만 남게되니까

ROMANIZATION:

hajimalgeol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueobneun geotcheoreom
neol a ye bojimal geol geuraetnabwa
domangchil geol geuraesseo moteureuncheok geureolgeol
deudji domotaneun cheokdeul eul su eobneun geotcheoreom a ye ne
sarang deudji anheul geol

maldoeobshi sarangeul alge hago
maldoeobshi sarangeul naegejugo
sumgeolhanajocha neol damge haenoko ireoke domanganikka
maldoeobshi sarangi nareulddeona
maldoeobshi sarangi nareul beoreo
museun mareul halji damun ibi honjaseo nollangeot gata
maldoeobshi waseo

wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
neol bolsu eobdaneungeo
nega eobdaneungeo malgo
modu yejingwa ddokateungeonde

maldoeobshi sarangeul alge hago
maldoeobshi sarangeul naegejugo
sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenuko ireoke domang anikka
maldoeobshi sarangi nareulddeona
maldongbeoshi sarangi nareulbeoryo
museunmareul halji damunibi honjaseo nolangeot gata
maldoeobshi nunmuri heulreonaeryeo maldoeobshi gaseumi muneojyeoga

maldo eobneun sarangeul gidarigo maldo eobneun sarangeul apahago
neokshi nagabeoryeo baboga dwibeoryeo haneulman bogo uhello kitty
maldoeobshi ibyeori nareulchaja maldo eobshi ibyeori naegawaseo
junbido motago neoreul bunaeyahaneun naemami nullangeot gata
maldo eobshi waseo

maldoeobshi watdaga
maldoeobshi ddeonaneun
jinagan yeeolbyeongcheoreom
jamshi apeumyeon dwinabwa
jaggu hyungteoman namgedwaenikka

TRANSLATION:

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I could have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my closed lips were surprised on their own
coming without any words

Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.

Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, firewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word.

Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left.

can listen it from my playlist..

random

to be a better man^^

mid year test...

aiks... all of us cant skip 4 exam, what we can do are just keep doing revision and do the best preparation that we can..
now, i only realize there are just little time for me to do revision 4 spm>.< (quite blur rite? now oni know tat)
trying to adjust my lifestyle to study mode... decided to ignore this mid year test and concentrate and focus 4 spm... (this is my plan la)

was not good enough

haiz... performance was not perfect enough...
Get receiving the negative feedback from friends>.<

tired...

hUh...
Spend most of the time to take photo in school... DaMn hot the weather =.=
Have to brush up my account 0.0 sometimes felt tat cant follow what the tuition taught. Even worst didn't do exercise at home also... aiks

Gambateh... time will not waiting for me anymore... huhu

man,
problems have come around us since we were born,
continuously,
unexpectedly;
bUt...
try to ponder from heart,
you will found that this trivial matters have bit by bit become our fond memories


it just like the series of colour,
you will get bored facing 1 single colour everyday,
only the rainbow colour can fulfill a perfect life...

finally back...

Stay calm... My computer was under repair last few week. So, bee sim, foo weng and catherine u all know y i'm not writting my blog la^^
The day without computer and internet was totally suck!!! aiks... !@#$%^ However, i have found a suitable way to revise the lesson: i'll copy hw at school and do revision at home^^ i dont care teacher wanna scold me or not, as long as i know wat an i doing...
Next month, will be my busy month. I got 2 competition to take part.. ping pong and choir. Virtually i have st.john foot drill comp which also will held on aprl, but i have decided to drop it... Sorry 4 my friends and my tmn ehsan div committees.... The reason that i drop it is because i cant able to concentrate if i were taken 3 competition in a month... Plus, i got to manage my time to attend choir practise and ping pong practise... So, i have no more time to practise the foot drill anymore...
All the best who having competition next month^^

exam week

Wohoo...
Exam was around the corner, I'll try my 'best' for this monthly test^^
Wiiish me good luck ya... xD

finished perfoming!!! yeah...

The performances have over^^ yohoo

The malay society 1 ok larh... When i finished perform with farahin, I heard there was many claps from the students^^ (although i'm just the vase>.<) After tat i ask odie bout hers comment... not bad too. XD

However, the english society's performance---suck... The eng society members themselves didnt practise the song at home==''' When came to school, they still dunno the melody!@#$% Spechless... (again i'm the vase also)

sUpRiSe

nothing special today...
juz 1 thing makes me felt shock-- pn.samsiah asked me to help bm society to perform the 'sajak' when the assembly on next week...... just the background music?!@#$%
using the guitar man==''' I'm very unlucky because odie has been joined for the english society performance>.<
Truly, I never been using guitar perform on the stage... i'm scared tat i'll make the performance 'spoilt'...
god bless me...

someone betrayed me

Someone told my mom tat i hv become a playful boy and no mood to study ady.. After my mom finished chatting through the phone, and the 'war' started>.<>
She/he told my mom tat she/he knew tat from my blog.. Well, I just record dowm wat I fell and wat i hv done by the day only.. And pls.. understand my article clearly then oni tell my mom okay!!?
I dun like 'u' tell my mom the thing by adding some opinion of 'urs'..

lack of motivation

Totally no motivation this few days..
Homework didnt completed, cant sleep well, extreme weather(hot!!!)... All of this are the causes... Moreover, although now already feb, but I still act like a playful boy and yet I haven

start any revision 0.0...
Virtually, I wanted to say not enough time for me... But, how bout others? They also have 24 hours in a day and yet they still can manage thier time systematically... Even foo weng, bsim also

can manage better than me... Haiz... useless + hopeless...
But, a officer has told me a advice that I will never forget...
" There is nothing that we cant solve, the problem is there's a person who cant solve the

problem"

OMG!!!

Today's assembly was quick different dy compare to last time.. Was it a good starting for all of us? For me, it is good for me.
WHY i said so? I can train a commander due to this assembly... Just this simple reason^^ Besides, members can gain more time to 'interact' with each other... The thing which is I dislike is the commander and the ppl who hold banner got to stand at the front and course them have to face the 'headmistress' >.<
My friend has asked me a question which i cant answer...

What the person called who is in between the friends and couple... Exceed the friendship, but not reached the couple relation yet...

bday party@tanjung rambutan

Yesterday, our gang was celebrated birthday with sjl, ljs, ysy, tz, rt @tg rambutan...
We started at 7 o'clock sharp... However, some vip was came lately>.< But nvm, we still there ss while waiting they come^^ Then we juz like tis sambil ss took photo sambil makan... Haiz, i cant even eat better due to the aunt goh, aunt kong, aunt khoo, and other aunts kept disturbing me== (but thx them made a egg for me^^)
Soon, the time is now 10++... Actually we supposed to do a performance to them especially who bday de, but some prob cause so tat we just performed to the bday star only...
Lastly, this is just my view la... I feel tat this time too many ppl ady..

today!? no energy...

First, happy bday to richard tan and jia lin^^ happy bday to you, happy bday to you, happy bday to you all, happy bday to you!!!
Today dont have anything wanted to write it out... Just as usual hv a lunch after school before going to tuition... During eating, yz and me met zhenmin, mei hui , sin yee and jie sam... I have wrongly called jie sam's chinese name... Sorry sorry sorry sorry...(singing)
Lastly, my tuition teacher have teached me some meaningful things^^ will appreciate and bear in mind...

unforgetable history of smkte's students...

Haiz... bad bad bad!!!
This incident was started like tis... Today as usual all students go assembly before study, and I, of course go kpj to 'service for teacher' la... But unfortunately, all chinese girls have to stay at the basketball court after the assembly to let the 'evils' check thier hair... Although the girl has tidy up thier hair... But they still cant skip for it... However, malays and indians are allowed to go back class=.= (wtf) Is it they are not girl?!
When i came back from kpj, every class i passed by sure got some girl are crying. When almost reached my class... i saw bsim. Walau___A, she kept 'shooting' and non stop. She said: go and cut kpj's members hair la!!! I can understand her feeling that moment la^^ nvm.. This time can be said that as tragic case for all chinese gals... I'm very pity to you all...
Next, another sad thing for me when tuition.. After the tuition i have been detained by my tuition teacher- miss ngan... WHY?!! Haha... actually nothing also, she just said me have changed... From my study attitude, i didnt pay attention... Moreover, always talk with yz in class... She said yz already expert in math so he no need to listen also can. But for me, no...
Anyway, I will try to correct it.

sorry.. it was my fault..

haiz..
i'm here apologize tat my incompetence cause division loss 300 dollars... i'm very sorry bout tat...
sorry bsim, swei, guang liang and all members...

hihi... finally i created a blog o.O

wohoo...
nothing special, i will just record down my daily life... no matter is funny, sad, happy because big probability this year would be my last year study in smkte. So, wanna note down everything in this year^^
lastly, friendship forever...